Jumat, 21 September 2012

aku kehilanganmu lagi


sekarang hanya bisa bersyukur masih bisa bernafas walaupun tanpa kamu disisi aku .
tanpa kamu seseorang yang selalu menemaniku dan hadir disamping ku setiap saat .
perpisahan yang telah berlaku dan yang tak pernah kita inginkan telah ngebuat aku merasa
kehilangan separuh dari sisiku ..

aku sangat menyayangi kamu dengan tulus
aku sangat menerima segala kekuranganmu kelebihan mu dan keterbatasanmu.
selama 4tahun menjalin hubungan untuk apa aku bersamamu
kalau bukan untuk selamanya bersanding dengan mu
Tapi kini saatnya kita harus berjalan sendiri
Melangkah mengikuti takdir yang telah tergariskan
Dalam ruang dan waktu yang berbeda, kita terpisah

Sekarang semua hanya tinggal kenangan, kenangan indah yang tlah kita lalui
Canda-tawa,sedih,kesal,khawatir dan rasa takut terpisahkan.
Itulah perasaan yang mengguluti hati kita selama ini dan rasa takut itu kini tlah menjadi kenyataan.
Bukannya hati ini tak sakit dan bukannya hati ini tak hancur,
bukan pula hati ini tak perih, namun hanya kepasrahan yang mengiringiku
Aku mengerti kau begitu sakit saat ini Terpisah dan terpenjara sepi disana
Namun ketahuilah kasih.....Diri ini jauh lebih sakit merasakan semua ini

Perpisahan yang telah berlaku ini sangat menyiksa ku tha
sungguh berbeda kehidupanku sekarang ini tanpa kamu,
setiap saat aku melewati harihari sendirian, yang selalu ada difikaranku juga hanya kamu
dan itu membuatku sangat merindukanmu dan selalu membuatku hatiku sakit
Tapi biarlah aku menahan sakit perit ini sendirian.

Waktu ini adalah waktu yang menyiksa, menyiksa dirimu dan diriku
waktu berjalan lambat akan kita lalui hari demi hari
waktu dimana kita tak akan bersama-sama lagi
Kini aku hanya perlu bersabar, tawakal, ibadah dan byk berusaha untuk membuatku bertahan
Aku pasti bisa Allah senantiasa disisi ku..
Aku sentiasa berharap kamu dilimpahkan dengan kegembiran, rezeki
dan Wanita yang sejuta kali lebih sempurna dari aku
..Kerinduan dan cinta kasih ku kepada mu sentiasa membara..
tiada apa yang dapat memadam kan semua ini kecuali maut ku.

Minggu, 01 Januari 2012

doesn't really matter

Doesn't matter (It doesn't matter)
Doesn't matter at all

Doesn't matter what your friends are telling you 
Doesn't matter what my family's saying too 
It just matters that I'm in love with you 
It only matters that you love me too 

It doesn't matter if they won't accept you 
I'm accepting of you and the things you do 
Just as long as it's you 
Nobody but you, baby, baby

My love for you, unconditional love too 
Gotta get up, get up 
Get up, get up, get up and show you that it¡­

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're in love with me 

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me 

(You're so kind) 
Just what I asked for, you're so loving and kind 
(And you're mine)
And I can't believe you're mine

Doesn't matter if you're feeling insecure 
Doesn't matter if you're feeling so unsure 
Cause I'll take away the doubt within your heart 
And show that my love will never hurt or harm 

Doesn't matter what the pain we go through 
Doesn't matter if the money's gone too 
Just as long as I'm with you 
Nobody but you, baby, baby

You're love for me, unconditional I see 
Gotta get up, get up 
Get up, get up, get up and show you that it¡­

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're in love with me 

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me 

(You're so kind) 
Just what I asked for, you're so loving and kind 
(And you're mine)
And I can't believe you're mine

Doesn't matter what they say 
Cause you know I'm gonna love you anyway 
Doesn't matter what they do 
Cause my love will always be with you 

My love for you unconditional love too 
Gotta get up, get up 
Get up, get up, get up and show you that
My love is true, and it's just for you, uh 

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're in love with me 

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing 
Cause I'm in love with the inner being 
And it doesn't really matter what they believe 
What matters to me is you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me

Nutty-nutty-nutty my love for you 
I can't believe my dreams come true 
I've finally found somebody whose heart is true 
And best of all you love me to
And nutty-nutty-nutty my love for you 
I can't believe my dreams come true 
I've finally found somebody whose heart is true 
And best of all you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me 

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Nutty-nutty-nutty my love for you 
I can't believe my dreams come true 
(He-he)
I've finally found somebody whose heart is true 
And best of all you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me 
Nutty-nutty-nutty my love for you 
(I'm always doing that!)
I can't believe my dreams come true 
I've finally found somebody whose heart is true 
And best of all you're nutty-nutty-nutty for me

rihanna-unfaithul


Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul ?cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rihanna-lyrics/unfaithful-lyrics.html)
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

?Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer, no no no
Yeah